TheBanyanTree: I miss you guys

[Monique Colve]

Oops. Didn't mean to send yet - got my own crisis here. 

I'm so sorry. I'm sure your presence gives her much comfort, and usually that's the very best you can do for her.

Much love.

Monique
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> On Aug 21, 2022, at 10:14 PM, Monique Colve <monique.colver at gmail.com> wrote:
> 
> I'm so sorry Dale.
> 
> Monique
> Sent from my iPad
> 
>>> On Aug 21, 2022, at 7:43 PM, dale.m.parish--- via TheBanyanTree <thebanyantree at lists.remsset.com> wrote:
>>> 
>> People want to help, but don't know what else to do, so they bring food.
>> All
>> 
>> of them ask to be called if there's anything they can do, regardless how far
>> 
>> away they live.  Since Cindy's been put on Home Hospice, there's really not
>> 
>> much any of us can do except try to keep her comfortable with the narcotics
>> 
>> we've been given.  And come eat up this excess food. 
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> It was an ordeal to move her from MD Anderson Cancer Center in Houston home.
>> 
>> The Infectious Disease Team seemed to trump the Cancer Team and the Cardiac
>> 
>> Team in their suspicions that there was an infection rather than the cancer
>> 
>> causing her high white blood cell count, so we had to stay as long as they
>> 
>> decided infection couldn't be ruled out.  We ended up with their agreeing to
>> 
>> let us come home provided that we continued to infuse her through the
>> 
>> Peripherally Inserted Central Catheter (PICC) line in her arm that extended
>> to
>> 
>> her heart.  This is to keep the concentrated antibiotics from burning the
>> 
>> smaller veins of her hand and arm, getting the blood mixing at the superior
>> 
>> vena cava just above her heart.  The antibiotics (2) and one antifungal came
>> 
>> in refrigerated pressurized bulbs. The large bulbs she got three times a
>> day,
>> 
>> each having to be brought to room temperature by removal from refrigeration
>> 12
>> 
>> hours prior to infusion.  The smaller bulbs of antifungal had to be removed
>> 
>> from refrigeration room temperature six hours prior to infusion, and the
>> last
>> 
>> antibiotic was in a large syringe that only took two hours to bring to room
>> 
>> temperature, but required manual injection over a period of two minutes.
>> The
>> 
>> PICC line had to be flushed before and after each of the two ports were
>> used.  
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> The entire kitchen table was taken over by other medicines, including two
>> 
>> injections that had to be made into her stomach daily.  Long-term morphine
>> 
>> twice a day and short-term morphine when she requested it for pain, as many
>> as
>> 
>> four times a day, plus drugs for nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, constipation,
>> itching,
>> 
>> rashes, antihistamines, anxiety, water retention and I'm sure I'm forgetting
>> 
>> 
>> others.  
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> Cancer of the bile duct, or cholangiocarcinoma, has very few symptoms prior
>> to
>> 
>> stage IV, by which time it has usually metastasized into the liver.  Cindy
>> had
>> 
>> been losing weight, which pleased her, but the pain in her side sent her to
>> 
>> the doctor in January, and the first week of February, they hospitalized her
>> 
>> for a biopsy to the lumps the C-T scan showed on her liver, which came back 
>> 
>> cancerous.  
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> We were welcomed into the MD Anderson Cancer Center in Houston by
>> 
>> self-referral, and I was amazed by the attitude of the personnel in that
>> 
>> complex.  The campus is huge, each addition going higher than the last, and
>> 
>> interconnected by a number of "sky-walks" between buildings and parking
>> 
>> garages.  Almost anywhere you stopped and looked lost, doctors, nurses,
>> 
>> technicians, custodial personnel or returning patients would stop you and
>> ask
>> 
>> if you need help finding someplace, and more often than not, turn around and
>> 
>> lead you to your destination, whether near or far.  Everyone helps everyone
>> 
>> there. After being put on chemotherapy for a month, Cindy was asked if she
>> 
>> would be interested in participating in a clinical trial for an experimental
>> 
>> drug for cholangiocarcinoma.  She consented, and was taken off chemotherapy,
>> 
>> and we returned for some screening.  After the initial screening, she was
>> 
>> prescribed the experimental tablets to take once a day, and we returned
>> after
>> 
>> a month for a secondary screening, but she was dehydrated, and they
>> 
>> hospitalized her to infuse her with fluids.  After three days, we were in a
>> 
>> discharge conference when she cratered-- both blood sugar and pressure
>> 
>> bottomed out, and her white blood cell count shot up, so instead of going
>> 
>> home, we were sent to ICU so they could monitor the concentrated antibiotics
>> 
>> after the PICC line was installed.  For two more weeks, we stayed, trying to
>> 
>> locate the source(s) of infection, to no avail.  She was worn out from
>> having
>> 
>> vitals taken every four hours and medications administered around the clock.
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> We're now home again-- MD Anderson advised that she hadn't responded to the
>> 
>> chemo and was unable to continue the clinical trial, and the best anyone
>> 
>> can do for her now is to make her comfortable in her remaining time.  
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> She weakens daily.  I'm thankful that her daughter Carrie is staying here to
>> 
>> help me care for her, and for her son-in-law, who takes their children
>> 
>> back to Shreveport each Sunday afternoon to care for them until Friday
>> night,
>> 
>> when the three of them come back to visit.  Cindy was so upset to know that
>> her
>> 
>> grandkids--at least the baby-- won't really remember her, and cherishes the
>> 
>> weekends with them.  
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> I get asked how I'm doing.  I'm doing one day at a time.  I don't look
>> forward
>> 
>> to much now except having a good blood sugar each morning (less and less
>> 
>> frequently), and for her not to hurt much.  We keep a log on the kitchen
>> table
>> 
>> of when each type of morphine was administered, and keep the antidote handy
>> 
>> for any overdose reaction.  Other than that, I'm doing fine.
>> 
>> 
>> 
>> Hugs,
>> 
>> Dale
>> 
>> 
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