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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Hi Dad,</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I'm sorry I have been living my life so
recklessly. It's funny how when you dig down to the roots you start to see
the vein of patterns in life. Without realizing it, I was going full force
thinking that this way of life would get me to you all the sooner.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I can't believe I have been so frustrated in only
seeing you and not being able to understand what you were saying. And when
I found out that the person that called my name twice with the second time being
determined sound, that it was you... well, I just about fell off my seat.
I've been whining and moaning about how I never hear you and when I do, I
completely dismiss the fact that it was indeed you.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I now understand that you were trying to tell me
that if I didn't slow down on my four wheeler I was about to hit that groundhog
hole in front of me leading up to a major accident. And I understand now
that you are telling me that I need to pull myself together and take care of
myself because Doodles will need her Grandma Crow.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I'm sorry I lost Belief. I now see it is
necessary to keep on being around if nothing more than for Doodles. As
much as I don't like being here without you in the way it was, I will.
I've started taking my vitamins and minerals again and I will work on other
things in my life. I just wish I didn't miss you so damned much. I
just wish the pain would subside.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Thank You for all the signs you have sent my
way. And thank you for yelling at me when I needed to slowdown. And
Thank You for being in my life. I Love You Dad. I will talk with you
again soon. Catch a big trout for me! Someday, but not soon, I'll be
there to cast one with you. But for now, I'll stay here and teach Doodles
just like you would have.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>All My Love and Heart,</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Sheri</FONT></DIV>
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