TheBanyanTree: 8 North - Day 4
Jim Miller
jim at maze.cc
Mon May 24 23:22:03 PDT 2004
Four days down, . . . . ????????? to go.
Ive been thinking about what happened today. I realize that if I write about all the details, Ill be writing all night and youll quit reading. Not a good idea. Ill start out in more of a journal format. Ill try to condense the information and not discuss all the trivia. If I were to catalog the minutia, we probably wouldnt be friends any longer.
Nothing of great importance has happened to date, so I wont go back, except for a personal note from Saturday. Im half a day into forever and Linda calls. After a power outage, she cant get a computer to start. Just a little thing and we work through it. (Mike, son living here, has now installed UPS system I bought but never got installed) Saturday night Linda called again. The dryer doesnt work. I suggest a few tests, and yup, its broke. Call Sears service or go buy a new one, your choice dear. She called Sear today. It wasnt clothes . . . . didnt need replaced.
Today was routine. I started out by determining an order for my activities. I feel great, better than I have for months. I later find out that that is the slight edge dobutamine can give you. And I thought I was being charmingly social. I can tell that all the nurses love me.
Speaking of nurses and aids, Diane NAC (nurse aid cardiac I think) walks in Saturday and says, I know you. 821 last year. Well take good care of you. Yesterday at 7am Im driven off for a chest X-ray. Im already unplugged from my monitor and ask if I can take a shower. Diane strolls in and tells me, with a slightly wry glance that I can take of my self. She doesnt need to be helping me into the shower every day. She shows me how to waterproof the IV site and provides directions for applying pads for the heart monitor leads, then informs me that Im on my own for the rest of my stay. (In case you have a wrong picture, the monitor is out at the nurses station and I wear a small 3X4 transmitter. Coverage is good for the entire floor.) After the transplant doctor visits me, Diane comes into the room to check the usual vital signs. As she is taking my temperature, she tells me that the doc left orders to take my temps by three different methods; oral, under th
e arm, and Im sure youve guessed the 3rd. She says she has to rush off, but will get the other two later. I remind her a couple of times, and she is always too busy. Finally she tells me that shell leave a note for the next shift to catch it if she cant get back to me. At the shift change, I ask Goran, the new aid if he got any instructions from Diane. Im beginning to suspect that the joke was on me. I see Goran later and ask again. Nope, no such instructions. This morning I tell Diane my turn is coming. Now what can I do?
This hospital has nine floors above the main entrance and three below. The elevators are located about midway north/south with out facing patient rooms east and west. My room, #823, is east facing on floor eight, north end; eight north. The helicopters approach and land directly above me. Spokane sits in a valley, carved by glaciers and the great floods after the ice age. This area has very interesting geology related to that era. Downtown is in a valley which extends eastward into Idaho. The ice flowed northward creating smaller valleys and a plateau on the for north side of the city. South and west of the city is basalt rock and remained somewhat in tact as everything was being displaced. I provide you with this information to give you a picture of my view. The hospital is directly south of downtown a few hundred feet up from the valley floor on what was once the river bed. I dont have a direct city view but more of the extended valley toward Idaho. At nigh
t the lights below shine brightly. During the day, I have an unobstructed view of Mount Spokane, an inactive volcano, and local ski resort, 25 miles northeast. North Idaho provides a hundred miles of majestic peaks extending north toward Canada. I dont get this view at home.
The storms started Friday afternoon. The black, water laden clouds, seem to hang just above my window. Rain, hail, wind; it all came in buckets. If we didnt make national news, Spokane at east broke the regional headlines when a small funnel was observed to touch down on the plain five miles west of downtown. We dont get tornados in Spokane, yet there it was. That was news. My room was lit by lightning for most of the night. Saturday and Sunday were more of the same. This morning broke to sunshine and blue skies. I looked out and knew the storms were passed when I saw two small airplanes in the sky. Later, I heard a helicopter approach the roof pad, and it occurred to me that I hadnt heard a chopper in three days. Quite a storm. I dont know that it wont return, but for now. . . . what a gorgeous day, and Im right here on top of the view.
Before dinner, one of my nurses was carrying a baby. An aids husband was visiting and he brought their baby. I always said that I most enjoyed seeing my sons grow and mature. You could keep your babies with diapers, phlegm, vomit, colic, all night appetite and intrusion on my private life. As Julie walked passed me with the baby, I wanted to reach out and touch her. I wanted smell her and feel my cheek against her perfect skin. I wanted to look into her curious eyes. Im pleased that we have a new baby coming into the family in December. I wont miss the chance to love it appropriately.
Ive learned from my many hospital stays that nurses place great importance on regularity. Theyve been know to introduce some pretty distasteful practices in order to get their way. Earlier I was contemplating the expanded poetic works of Stuart K Polzin in the little room as I was struggling to indulge their obsession. It suddenly occurred to me that I had failed to install the toilet paper hanger in the just-finished downstairs bath at home.
Stay tuned for more ramblings from 8 North.
Peace, Jim
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